My birthday is this Friday oh my god, eighteen years old. Lol just kidding but seriously I have no idea what to do and it’s driving me nuts!!!

The majority of people have big dreams and aspirations to move to big cities such as New York City. I had this dream when I was a sophomore in high school. Skip a couple years later this dream may actually become a reality, it’s such a whirlwind to me. A couple of months ago I applied to this decent school in Manhattan, Eugene Lang. A few weeks ago I was informed that I had been accepted, I could not believe my eyes. This was absolutely absurd, like me, out to the thousands of applicants I have a reserved spot to be a student in the fall. I have decided to go, I would be a fool to go but a fool not to go. How does one decide between that? I have decided to pack up my clothes and magazines in July to move to New York City. This is so scary to me, how does one possibly get everything that they want? I believe that I am ready to be poor and struggle to live in that island. My luck might just run out once I step off the plane but I will never know unless I make the journey. 

I NEED ZAYN MALIK’S NUDES RIGHT NOW OMFG

BEFORE I DIE OF ANXIETY SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHERE THEY ARE

(Source: mindd-dripss)

I find this cluttered so beautiful it makes me want to cry.

yazminselene:

For everyone waiting for the New Year to start ‘fresh’

You can begin now. What you’ve done this year isn’t going to disappear. Instead of celebrating your ‘clean slates’ and your ‘putting the past behind me’ you should be celebrating the simple fact that you have been fortunate enough to have…

San Francisco, lets see what the future has in store for us. 

My sisters and I are FUCKING FABULOUS; I know it sounds a bit narcissistic but we are. BUT no one thinks it is narcissist when you get your 7th grade picture taken. 

I love my sisters very much, I believe we have a bond that is very different from other siblings. It must be the way my mother raised the three of us. And yes these are my biological sisters, I know why are their eyes chinked and mine aren’t? Because I am Korean & Mexican. Obviously my moms genes were dominant in my case. 

Since I have a million cutouts of Vogue editorials stashed in my closet that were suppose to be a part of a collage in my wall but it never happened I decided to get creative and wrap my sisters presents different this year. I bought some newspaper and worked my magic lol. It took me about four hours to finish putting it together, since I am very meticulous everything had to match and flow together. I know I am very weird. My sisters were ecstatic when they saw what I did to their present, I believe they liked the gift wrapping more than the actual present. 

P.S. I even made them cut their present in a specific way so they wouldn’t ruin it lol. 

Every Christmas I get in a very bitchy, bitter mood because of the presents that I receive. But tonight I see things differently and I believe we put too much pressure on this one day. Why should I be angry at my family for not giving me what I wanted or expected when they have given me everything and more this entire year. The greatest present that I can get this year is my family, we are healthy and fabulous. I couldn’t have asked for anything else.